Greatest Regret

I was such a douche.
If I've a wish, I would wish for u to be okay.
I do not hope for you to forgive me.
I did not know what I did that for.
Sorry obviously wouldn't do but it's all I can do for now.
I am seriously sorry destroying your life.
You are seriously the nicest person I've met.
You are a true, genuine, funny, friendly and all.
Now that there's a distance between us, I really miss the old times.
All I can say is that I seriously don't want to lose you, friend.
I wouldn't say sorry cause I've already said it a thousand times.
I know it signifies nothing.
That little childish action of mine; pulling the chair away from you is the greatest regret of my life.
It broke your fragile bone. It broke you. It broke us as well.
Eventhough you are just as natural(cheerful) as you are, talking to me and acting all perfectly fine, I feel I should fuck off myself. I should distant myself from you and just go away, just leave. That would do you a favour? I will do that if you want me to
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